Alright so i haven't been on this site in ages. I saw it on a friend of mines facebook and reactivated it! Back in the old days of being young and stupid. Selfish poems filled with ridiculous teenage angst that is just too funny to me now.

Update


Since i have last been here i have been pregnant, had a wonderful son, fallen more in love with my "hubby", and my mother has passed from lung cancer. I haven't written anything or done anything terribly productive other than playing with my little boy and snapping photos (which i will update after my move).

I can't believe i'm back and i'm so happy that i will have beautiful photos to post up soon enough!

Alright so my day was alright at work but it didnt' really get good till when i got off work today. I got paid today and i have 100.00 waiting to be taken from me rigth beside me now. So, since i got paid i obviously had to go to the bank where there is this great teller i like. Hes a very sweet man, good career obviously and a great sense of humour. So, unfortunately for me i didn't get to go to him but there is still a good point. He came over to interrupt the teller i was with just to tell me that i looked f***ing amazing. Usually i would be offended or unimpressed with the language but he still got me all giggly.
Just to top it off i got asked to go smoke a doob with this drop dead gorgeous guy i know from Saskatoon, living in the apartment next to me, on saturday at Barnett beach. I'm exciting but i'm sure Daniel wont be when he finds out i'm going to go smoke a doob with a very handsome man at a beach, probably in my bathing suit... we'll find out. If its soooo bad of an idea then i'll just get a group going with a couple of my friends. BUT UGH IS HE A CUTIE!!!

alright so i'm realizing how hard it is for me to write anything, i seem to spend my time working and worrying... not to mention the loads of house work that i see piling up around me. Its amazing how little things can just add up to shit like that. I wish i had some inspiration, something worth writing about, i have my baby, but its hard to write something that isn't typical in that scenario.
I'm thinking of trying to write some monologues for starters, maybe that would be good to get my head going. Moving on, i just thought that i would say a little something something, maybe some good ideas??? Granted i think that its just the fact that i have no time on my hands.

So i'm back eh??
i bet none of you care, but i'm sure you are all surpised that i am even here.
so i am living with my bf or as his friends call me his wife. Hes been of work for thirteen minutes, there is a mountian of dishes to do and i haven't even started on them. There is no doob when my baby comes home tehre are only bowls. It makes me so sad not being able to give him the things that he wants. Of course i am learning to do something that will get us the money that he wants of course my baby doesn't want to me to be a stripper. I can understand though, what guy would want his gf to be a stripper?? Of course i know there are guys that are saying "what are you talkin' about, i would love it if my gf was a stripper." Yeah right is all i have to say, you like the things they can do but i'm sure you would hate the men looking an throwing money at her naked body.
What are you gonna do?? Well i'm taking the dance lessons, it leaves my options open. If nothing else i can teach dance classes to my co workers for some extra cash on the side.
i'm sure your tired of hearing from me so you can just breeze on through!

PEACE!

Alright so obviously i haven't been here in, what seems like, more than a decade. Here is why.... I HAVE NO COMPUTER ANYMORE!! i have no internet or cable... wanna know how i live?? I use my new bfs computer. Yeah they guy from here and i finally split.... i know what your all gonna say to me.... "I TOLD YOU SO." none the less i can finally get back to my poetry writing... lots of things have happened since i was last here, and i haven't written an thing. I need to explode it all out lol. So look forward to some new poems and i hope to see some great stuff from you guys.